Outrageous Selves
A student who enrolls in the typical American university today without having a tight grip on his own identity is likely to end up with someone else’s.

By Peter Wood, associate provost, Boston University
June 14, 2001 12:20 p.m.

 

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ollege is about more than book learning; it is an experience that shapes character." Some version of this sentence can probably be found in every college's viewbook, promotional video, or CD/ROM. And surely it is accurate: Even the students who learn the least from formal instruction somehow seem to acquire some of the attitudes, habits of mind, and dispositions to act that are characteristic of the colleges they attend.

But in many respects contemporary higher education is hostile ground for improving character. Trendy humanities departments celebrate the splintering of personal identity; postmodernists dismiss the individual's search for a moral center as a quaint illusion. Over in another corner, feminists rage against what they see as their students' "false consciousness" and as-yet un-extirpated gender stereotypes. In some universities, "queer theorists" aim at even more radical undermining of their students' understanding of self and other.

So what kind of character does a contemporary college education really instill? The question came to mind this morning as I read a course evaluation. "I hate to read. I like to learn what the reading say and mean, but I despise the act of reading." These sentences flare up from a college sophomore. No, not a sophomore at Anything Goes University. Here, at my university. That means, roughly, a student who was in the top 15 percent of his high-school class and one with SAT scores north of 1250.

Moreover, the course that elicited this cri du coeur was part of our great books program: Chaucer, Machiavelli, Don Quixote, King Lear. How did we admit to the university this junior-league barbarian? I doubt that he told us his textual preference on his application, but surely he left clues. But why did this young man choose to go to college at all? Why would his parents send him? Kids who hate water don't usually join the Navy. Kids who despise music don't audition for the conservatory. Why should a kid who hates and despises reading go to college?

Some Americans have always doubted the value of "book learnin'" and American colleges have always attracted a substantial number of students more interested in sports, fraternities, or each other than they are in Euclid or Shakespeare. Anti-intellectualism, pragmatism, and youthful robustness are parts of our national identity. But so are high intellectual ambition, inspiring ideals, and a capacity for deep introspection. As Walt Whitman says, we "contain multitudes."

And so do our universities. Somewhere in the course of the last quarter-century we made a collective decision about college that most of our kids — now almost seventy percent — should pursue higher education. The multitude of over fifteen million students now in college includes many who are bright and hardworking, plus many who have overcome adverse circumstances and are making the most of a prized opportunity. College shapes the character of these students the same way sunlight and rain shape the character of healthy trees. It allows them to grow into the sturdy adults they were aiming to become.

But the multitude also includes students who go off to college because it is the path of least resistance. Some are little Conans and Xenas who would as soon read picture books ("graphic novels") as puzzle out The Canterbury Tales; others are bright, but directionless. College shapes their character too, but not necessarily for the better. They have no burning ambition for the venture and often end up idling four or five years, making friends, and, as the anthropologist Clifford Geertz described his undergraduate days at Antioch, "trying on outrageous selves."

Consider the student who writes, "I despise the act of reading." On his course evaluation this young man confesses that he "read few of the readings," expects a B+ in the course, thought the intellectual level of the course "excellent," and would "strongly recommend" the course to others. He concludes that the course has "changed my life. It has changed the way I think and freed me from stale ideas."

That phrase speaks (unread) volumes. Little Conan is clearly no ordinary book-hating ignoramus. He is an ignoramus aspiring for the Dostoevskian depths of nihilism, a man freed from stale ideas, a Nietzchean ignoramus. He intends, of course, "to become a philosophy major." Conan clearly does not see himself as part of the mass of unmotivated and semi-literate graduates of the nation's public schools grazing their way through the pasture of higher education. He is, rather, the radical bold enough to admit his disdain for reading and his conviction that one learn all the important stuff by hanging out with cool people.

He is, in other words, trying on one of those "outrageous selves" that Clifford Geertz spoke of. This is not to say that college is necessarily wasted on him. Humanity can be full of surprises. Conan's teachers may reach him. He might conceivably emerge in two more years as someone who has engaged the life-long project of acquiring an education. That will depend on his learning to read, carefully, closely, and thoughtfully. It will depend also on his having teachers who recognize when he hasn't read the assignments and who give him the F he deserves, not the B+ he expects.

But trying on an outrageous self is not an innocent or harmless act. An outrageous self that, for example, experiments with cheating after having glimpsed that rules against plagiarism are just another "stale idea," commits a serious transgression. The transgression doesn't disappear when the individual moves on to another "self." It remains buried in the person regardless of how many masks he dons or doffs. And cheating is only one of the self-destructive byways that offer themselves to students who look at college as a mix-and-match identity game. College life offers a plentitude of opportunities to try out intoxicants, gender orientations, and the whole gamut of human follies.

In every generation, of course, some students have found the world morally bewildering and, unable to build a stable character, turned their lives into a masquerade. Some belatedly realize that they cannot "compartmentalize" themselves forever. They discover the individual is just himself, responsible for all his acts committed under however many aliases.

But in today's university, the lost soul is often lunchmeat for postmodern profs.

They reject the idea that each of us has a single self, which, though it suffers inner conflict and is capable of change, retains its essential identity. Instead, they teach that the "self" is just a construction, to be made and remade as circumstance and opportunity permit. This doctrine, a domestic version of the "anti-foundationalist" theories that took shape in Europe twenty years ago, has settled in as an all-purpose justification for behavior that is sometimes merely immature, sometimes ethically doubtful, and often terribly self-destructive. Yes, college still shapes character, but the student who enrolls in the typical American university today without having a tight grip on his own identity is likely to end up with someone else's.

When they send their kids to college, most parents — even broad-minded parents who tried on a few outrageous masks themselves back in the sixties and seventies — probably do not expect intentional demolition of their children's character to make way for Jack's Joke Shop of discardable selves. College ought not to be a place to pose and pretend, a sanctuary for exploring one's worse impulses. Versions of little Conan, who this week "despises" the act of reading and next week takes up extreme skateboarding, are to be found at every liberal arts college and selective university in the country. They are the new teachers' pets.

 
 

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